|Sakura Gari Chapter 5
||[Nov. 5th, 2008|08:48 pm]
I've gotta admit, it's going exactly as it should. Badly.
I love seeing this train wreck happening in slow motion. They can only spiral into a bad end...At least, they must. Love seeing the two angst, but more than that how they are completely unable to communicate. Souma wants the warmth Souichirou had given him but knows he's wrecked things. He punishes himself but still can't stop seeking Souichirou the only way he knows. He's such a broken thing, I want to pet him.
Souichirou can't help but lash out since he's a normal guy in a really messed up situation. I love how he hates his body for becoming aroused during the unwanted sex. I love him finally just losing it when he learns of his brother's death and realizing that Souichirou is able to fuck him even though he knew.
But more than anything, I love Souma cutting his wrists a la his mom. I love how he holds up his bleeding wrists and asks for Souichirou's approval, then falling into his arms. This so can't end well. Just can't.
Love the scheming going on with the doctor and the sister and who knows who else. Just so fucked up. May it just get worse, but not get prolonged TOO long. It needs to just drop into an abyss and END--like a guillotine coming down. Swoosh!